I would just like to take a moment to bitch about the things that are bothering me. Although I’m sure no one will read this, it will make me feel better. I have the worst cramps right now. It feels like my ovaries are stabbing each other to the point of gushing blood. This is also causing my hormones to be out of whack and I keep crying over the dumbest things. I cried earlier because I was a little cold. Then I cried because I didn’t get to see my boyfriend even though I just saw him the other day. Then I cried and didn’t even know why. Like what da heck is going on, self? But then I was upset about something semi-legit. My boyfriend made up stupid excuses to not see me today then didn’t answer my calls or call me back and I even left a super nice goodnight message and everything. I just don’t get it.
My mind always wants to gravitate toward the negatives when it comes to things like this and my gut instinct is almost always right. I just hope that I’m completely over reacting and that I’m very very wrong this time.